January 31, 2007
How good it is when sisters are gathered in unity!
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Feastday of St. John Bosco (Happy feast to all Salesian Sisters, Brothers and Priests!)
The title of the entry is my paraphrasing from psalm 133. So why this verse? Because yesterday I visited a mission convent of the ASCJ's for Vespers and dinner. It was a really great time and reminded me why I'm entering this great community of sisters.
It was great to pray with the community again; there is just something special about that unity in prayer. I also got to check out the Apostles new prayerbook. It's been worked on in Rome for two years by the Mother General and her council, along with theologians to keep everything in good standing. I admit I was sad they took out some of the prayers I was attached to, but overall it was really good. I really appreciate that the Apostles have a book of prayers specific to their charism of reparation to the Sacred Heart. It's something I haven't really seen in other orders.
So, Vespers was great and afterwords it was on to dinner. The Apostle's legacy with food is notorious! One sister told me she gained 25 lbs. in six months when she entered because of all the rich Italian food! LOL Dinner was hearty and oh so yummy. The Apostle family spirit really comes out around the dinner table, let me tell ya! The sisters telling funny stories and teasing each other, it was just great.
Before I left, I prayed Compline with them and it just left me walking on a cloud. For the closing song, the sisters chose the Salve Regina which has a special place in my heart. The sisters can end Compline with any Marian song, but I love when they do the Salve.
Now that I'm hoping to enter this year, the sisters have encouraged me to visit the local convent more. I always have a good time and leave more in love with the Sacred Heart.
Feastday of St. John Bosco (Happy feast to all Salesian Sisters, Brothers and Priests!)
The title of the entry is my paraphrasing from psalm 133. So why this verse? Because yesterday I visited a mission convent of the ASCJ's for Vespers and dinner. It was a really great time and reminded me why I'm entering this great community of sisters.
It was great to pray with the community again; there is just something special about that unity in prayer. I also got to check out the Apostles new prayerbook. It's been worked on in Rome for two years by the Mother General and her council, along with theologians to keep everything in good standing. I admit I was sad they took out some of the prayers I was attached to, but overall it was really good. I really appreciate that the Apostles have a book of prayers specific to their charism of reparation to the Sacred Heart. It's something I haven't really seen in other orders.
So, Vespers was great and afterwords it was on to dinner. The Apostle's legacy with food is notorious! One sister told me she gained 25 lbs. in six months when she entered because of all the rich Italian food! LOL Dinner was hearty and oh so yummy. The Apostle family spirit really comes out around the dinner table, let me tell ya! The sisters telling funny stories and teasing each other, it was just great.
Before I left, I prayed Compline with them and it just left me walking on a cloud. For the closing song, the sisters chose the Salve Regina which has a special place in my heart. The sisters can end Compline with any Marian song, but I love when they do the Salve.
Now that I'm hoping to enter this year, the sisters have encouraged me to visit the local convent more. I always have a good time and leave more in love with the Sacred Heart.
January 24, 2007
Makin it official......
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Feast of St. Francis de Sales
So as most of you know, I have discerned my vocation is with the Apostles of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. On my last retreat at the Motherhouse, I asked if the provincial superior if I could apply to enter, and she said yes. So my next step is to write a letter to the provincial superior telling her why I want to enter and asking for an application. I still have some school debt to take care of before I enter, but God's will be done!
Just a side note, when I talk about entering the community, I mean the pre-postulancy which is a 3 month period before the official postulant entrance. The pre-postulancy is a period of discernment before taking "the plunge" and entering the community for real. In another post I'll talk about the stages of formation for the Apostles. Anyway, please pray for me and my letterwriting, that God will inspire me to say the right things!
Feast of St. Francis de Sales
So as most of you know, I have discerned my vocation is with the Apostles of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. On my last retreat at the Motherhouse, I asked if the provincial superior if I could apply to enter, and she said yes. So my next step is to write a letter to the provincial superior telling her why I want to enter and asking for an application. I still have some school debt to take care of before I enter, but God's will be done!
Just a side note, when I talk about entering the community, I mean the pre-postulancy which is a 3 month period before the official postulant entrance. The pre-postulancy is a period of discernment before taking "the plunge" and entering the community for real. In another post I'll talk about the stages of formation for the Apostles. Anyway, please pray for me and my letterwriting, that God will inspire me to say the right things!
January 21, 2007
Random thoughts
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Feastday of St. Agnes
I finally went to spiritual direction last week, after putting it off for a while. I think I put it off because it meant me opening up and talking about my vocation in depth. Well, it turned out to be a very good meeting between my and my spiritual director. I told him about my intention to enter the ASCJs and he was very happy for me. We talked about getting my school loan taken care off and he's going to talk to some of the Knights of Columbus on my behalf. I'm also trying to get a job (prayers much appreciated!).
Thinking about my meeting, there were two main points that came to me. The First was separating romantic notions from reality in religious life. Early in my discernment, I had a lot of romantic notions; the swish of habit skirts, kneeling in chapel in the morning, the clank of rosary beads. As I grew in my discernment, I learned that external signs like the habit and rosary must be backed up with internal maturity and faith. When I first visited the ASCJs, I was honestly disappointed that they didn't have a "full" habit. However when I saw their prayer life and love for each other, I fell in love myself.
The second thing I took from spiritual direction is that it's not all about me! What I mean by that is that I've been looking at religious life as "what can this do for me". When in spiritual direction, my SD kept talking about how my gifts and talents can be used for the community. I guess I never thought about my "gifts" and what I could bring to religious life. All in all it was a really good meeting and it gave me a lot to think about.
Feastday of St. Agnes
I finally went to spiritual direction last week, after putting it off for a while. I think I put it off because it meant me opening up and talking about my vocation in depth. Well, it turned out to be a very good meeting between my and my spiritual director. I told him about my intention to enter the ASCJs and he was very happy for me. We talked about getting my school loan taken care off and he's going to talk to some of the Knights of Columbus on my behalf. I'm also trying to get a job (prayers much appreciated!).
Thinking about my meeting, there were two main points that came to me. The First was separating romantic notions from reality in religious life. Early in my discernment, I had a lot of romantic notions; the swish of habit skirts, kneeling in chapel in the morning, the clank of rosary beads. As I grew in my discernment, I learned that external signs like the habit and rosary must be backed up with internal maturity and faith. When I first visited the ASCJs, I was honestly disappointed that they didn't have a "full" habit. However when I saw their prayer life and love for each other, I fell in love myself.
The second thing I took from spiritual direction is that it's not all about me! What I mean by that is that I've been looking at religious life as "what can this do for me". When in spiritual direction, my SD kept talking about how my gifts and talents can be used for the community. I guess I never thought about my "gifts" and what I could bring to religious life. All in all it was a really good meeting and it gave me a lot to think about.
